Three days attending conference in Bandung, suddenly, I get lost. I lost my mind. I lost my principal. I have no idea what I’m going to do after getting so much things there. In one moment, I also need to recovery my body due to tiring. Three days and no pause between Saturday and Sunday. I keep going like I always do in every Sunday. My body is perfectly tired, my mind is quite confused, my heart is really drowning between everything. Seriously, I’m totally changed. I’m not the one that people used to know, My laugh is similar but deep down in my soul, everything has changed
Dear Jesus, I surrender.