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Review 2025 di Bulan Agustus

Agustus 22, 2025

Hampir mengakhiri bulan Agustus 2025 ini, aku mengambil moment untuk merefleksikan diri, kehidupan dan hubunganku akhir-akhir ini. Kegiatanku di gym ternyata membantu aku untuk mengosongkan diri dan fokus pada nafas ku. Alhasil, aku seketika menjadi pemikir. Aku menyimpulkan banyak hal termasuk didalamnya soal kebahagiaan dan negative traits manusia. Ini dikarenakan, aku percaya karena kehidupan manusia … More Review 2025 di Bulan Agustus

Forgive and Accept

September 6, 2024

I am able to forgive since I am able to receive the part that I am loved because God do. I am able to accept the part of I did wrong and worse because some people are transmitted by His love. We are transmitted from darkness to light, and from unforgiven to compassion.(O, how I … More Forgive and Accept

31 Years Young

Juli 21, 2024

Music taste I listened to since I was a kid, because my father influenced me a lot, has changed in particular style but from time to time, still the same. Still good-golden-80s-era. Food I chose to eat since I was a kid, because my mother and my father cook for me, has changed in particular … More 31 Years Young

I was There and Here

Mei 27, 2024

This house has been empty since I decided to build my own website but turns out I discontinue to work again there. I was not lost into words like I used to but here I am, ready to work again with words as I successfully acknowledged my self, my love, my heart. As I am … More I was There and Here

Particularly, My Mind

Juni 19, 2021

Our mind is a great place. Like water, sometimes, it is as clear as crystal. In other times, it is murky like it is filled only by dirt. And like season, it is summer in one moment, or cold like winter in north pole. I can’t control my mind because it is rushing like race … More Particularly, My Mind

I am Free

Juni 12, 2021

There was a time when I looked back and saw the events that I managed to get through. Today, I’m at another milestone. I am free from feeling proud of all that I have. But, to get to this point, I had to lose my memory of who I was. The one who was warm.The … More I am Free

Memories of 2020

Februari 11, 2021

As I see back to 2020, I saw horrible memories of being rejected, left out and broken. I saw me depressed and cried a lot in silent. Not many people knew my struggling. Few even understand. The year that I thought would be the great year since I felt I was completed, but it wasn’t … More Memories of 2020

i still talk to jesus

Oktober 30, 2020

Meeting, OneRepublic Gue berani proclaim dari 2000an lagu di Spotify gue, hampir 70 persen isinya lagu rohani. Gue somehow percaya lagu rohani membantu gue untuk lebih encourgaing iman gue. Dari Hillsong Worship, Bethel Music, Israel Houghton sampai dengan Christian band yang tidak terkenal seperti Isla Vista Worship, Local Sound, dll. Thanks to Spotify yang algoritmanya … More i still talk to jesus

Terbentur, Terbentur, Terbentur, dan Terbentuk

September 15, 2020

Perihal diri, gue belajar hal baru lagi mengenai karakter gue sebagai manusia. Di dalam tubuh gue yang dewasa ini, gue bertemu dengan sosok Fanny kecil yang selama ini tidak pernah gue sapa. Sosok yang masih belia dan memiliki sifat clingy ini ternyata memiliki kekuatan untuk berekspresi. Kalau dia tertekan, dia akan marah. Kalau dia terluka, … More Terbentur, Terbentur, Terbentur, dan Terbentuk

Kekuatan dan Kecepatan

Agustus 8, 2020

Pada beberapa momen solitude antara gue dan diri gue, gue belajar 2 hal yang paling relevan antara manusia dengan waktu. Pertama adalah kekuatan dan yang kedua adalah kecepatan. Ada beberapa momen dalam satu waktu yang menyatakan dengan jelas seberapa kuat manusia itu menggenggam sesuatu. Bagaimana manusia dengan kuatnya percaya dengan ideologinya sendiri. Atau bagaimana manusia … More Kekuatan dan Kecepatan

Deep talk.